Dear December...Where have you gone?

How can it be that time is standing still, yet at the same time the days are dashing by?? I feel like I'm living in a special effects movie where (I) the subject matter is frozen and all else in the frame is in double time. This is my 'up-since-3a.m.' mind working right now. I have deadlines and timelines for certain things to be accomplished before January 8th 2011....packing boxes...but not everything because I'm still using alot of what I need to pack.....selling my car...but not just yet because I still need to get around. I want to and feel like I should be spending time with my children and grandbabies, but there is a list of things as long as my arm that have to be done or the domino affect will happen. I wish I was a better time manager. But then it's not just my time that I need to work around. Well, I've been up for 2 1/2 hours, I think I'll go back to bed. Talk soon, K.